Here am I again,
to say something about God,
who seems so far away from me
Yet, how can that be?
How can God be far away?
Far away where?
Far away when?
Isn't the One, who is Being, everywhere?
Isn't the One, who is Being, everywhen?
Isn't the One, who is Being, ever Present?
So I am the one who is far away.
I am the one who lost track of The ever Present!
I wonder in the past and the future.
I wonder away from the great present.
I waste my time in what I was or what imagine I will be.
I force my present into the past or the future.
I stretch my heart and twist my mind.
I damage my senses and so loose contact.
I damage the being that I am, the great gift I received from the One who IS.
For once I was not but now I am.
And when I was something else I became the human I am aware of.
A damaged being but still a being.
How else did I enter the domain of Being? For I came to be!
How else did I enter the domain of the I AM? For I am too!
But I am damaged and weak.
My damaged senses do not sense God with their full capacity.
These are damages from my poor choices and the actions of others.
Why did God allow that?
Is anything beyond the capacity of the Almighty?
Why give freedom which can easily be abused?
Yet, doesn't no_freedom means forcing?
Yet again, can there be forcing where there is no need of anything?
Can God need anything?
Then, why create?
Why create and offer freedom?
Giving without expecting a return?
What about all the suffering?
Is there anything God can't handle?
Any good the Almighty cannot achieve?